poetry
autumn/winter 2018
Up Country Two Countries
by Bernard James
I was grown up North / Yet
Raised in a Southern household
Where breath of my
Ancestors
Cast Dice
on the promise
Of a Great Migration
Me / Progeny of domestic immigrants
In search of Reconstruction / Still
Confused migratory birds / We nested
In houses carved from ice / Traveled
Home only when the sun resumed
Its lengthy arc / Swallowing
Ribbons of highway we straddled
Time / Over the Mason-Dixon
Back into States that fought
To keep their slaves / Hear
The echo / Black Moses awakening
Tin roof shack
Up Country sand hills
Our target
Destination
Born a Keystone with roots in Palmetto
The scent of white pine and hot sand
My annual welcome mat / Whether
Holed up North
Or hunkered down South
We prayed the same prayers
Sang the same songs
Always knew it was the (same) blood
Hot-sauce and vinegar applied lovingly to the same greens
Generations of umbilical tethering
My ports of entry
Settlers decamped
In a foreign land / We left
The cotton to its own devices / Nurtured
Families on streets of soot-stained
cities by streetlight
candlelight / Sparks of molten
Steel / Country customs
Our Southern ways enshrined
In perpetuity
Recycling lives / Recycling everything
Momma used Crisco oil when she fried
Her pork chops
Chicken
Wings and corn / Combined with
Fatback it always gave up the greasy ghost
With plenty left over to drizzle
Back in the can once
That culinary currency had a chance to cool down
The can that rested behind the stove / All
Red white and blue / That bottomless
Cylindrical well / Deep enough
To hold coffee grounds
And cloudy marbles
Silver dollars / Paper presidents
Bicentennial quarters / Rusty nails
But primarily valued
For the salty-spicy amalgam
Of drippings procured to build
The next feast on the back of a previous meal
Have you never tasted
Green tomatoes in Bacon grease fried
For years we had no toaster / Browned
Our bread in the bottom
Of the broiler / Slight
Kiss of butter / Granulated sugar
A childhood confectioner’s solemn delight
Without fail
We issued Thank You / Please and
Yes Ma’am
Don’t act surprised
Such courtesies are still expected
Especially on the sabbath
When we got down
Like our Carolina cousins
White-gloved Communion Sundays and
Watch Night services / Pastor’s anniversary
Tent revivals under the stars where the
Same Holy Ghost descended from God’s Heavenly throne
In Jesus’ name / It was all the same
My brothers and sisters
The very same
It was all the same
Family photo courtesy of James Bernard Short.
Family photo courtesy of James Bernard Short.
Writing under the pseudonym Bernard James, James Bernard Short is an emerging short fiction writer, and poet, whose singular ambition as an artist is to produce smart, expressive, and culturally authentic content capturing the wide spectrum of aspirations and challenges encountered by persons of color. James’ work has appeared or is forthcoming in Callaloo, The New Guard, Blood Orange Review, The McNeese Review, and SmokeLong Quarterly. James is a 2018/2017/2016 Kimbilio Fellow, and holds degrees from Northwestern and The University of St. Thomas.